Thursday, June 18, 2009
I am starting a new task tomorrow called edge training 101. I have to confess while I am excited to be doing this task I am a bit nervous about it as well. I have never been that good at holding an edge for any length of time. I know the TM does not expect perfection She just expects me to try my best. It's me that is the problem I sometimes expect perfection from myself. I've gotten much better about this though in the past few years. I am not near as hard on myself as I used to be. I know I am going to try my absolute best on this task (as I do all of them) and that is all that is asked of me. Also as Mistress pointed out its training. So I just need to relax, do my best and enjoy. Oh and try to not get so nervous that I bite my nails because I don't want another punishment. I just want to please Mistress.....and as an added bonus have pretty(natural)nails for once in my life. :) Now if only i could figure out how to scratch my own back. ;)
Sunday, June 7, 2009
For the past month I have been looking all over for pictures of royal blue collars to send to Mistress so she could select one for me. It had to be both functional and pretty since i wear it all of the time. It had to be sturdy so if Mistress gives a yank on my leash the ring doesn't fall off.
Mistress made her selection and the collar was ordered and now I wear around my neck a BEAUIFUL royal blue collar with a d ring attached at the front. It is also decorated with sparkly gems all around it. It is sooo pretty. This slave's Mistress has such good taste. She just LOVES her new collar. It even came with a rhinestone encrusted small padlock to lock it into place. For now this girl has to put it on and off herself(it only comes off during showers) but she longs for the day when Mistress will place it around her neck and lock it in place. Mmmmmm what a wonderful day that will be.